Part IV: House, The Purgatorio Man

If you’ve been following the logic of the three preceding pieces on Original Sin, it should be clear that there is no necessary moral difference between being naughty or nice.  Being nice means for the most part being well socialized, which has the  moral equivalence of being potty trained.  Being nice is what we are trained to do in order to get along with others, and I’m all for potty training and getting along.  But there’s nothing metaphysically good about being nice; it’s just convenient.

I’ve become a fan of the Fox Tuesday evening TV show “House”.  The main character, Gregory House, is a legendary medical diagnostician, and he is not at all "nice," and he is not at all interested in "getting along."  At first glance he  seems to be just another arrogant doc.  But after watching the show for awhile it becomes clear that he is a  Diogenes figure, an honest man ruthlessly searching for other honest men and women, and not usually not finding anyone who qualifies. He sees through every subterfuge, every charade, every supposedly noble justification that masks ignoble motives.  His basic assumption about human beings is that they are full of shit, and he’s right.  For me that’s another way of saying that we’re all under the influence of original sin. 

Is House a good man?  I would not say so.  He is neither here nor there; he's  like Kundry in the Grail stories. He has yet to be won over.  He is not nice, but neither is he deluded, which puts him on the threshold of goodness. He is nauseated by any manifestations of cheap grace and sentimentality, but the 9/20 episode suggests that he is capable of recognizing and honoring goodness when it is the real thing. 

The story involved a little girl with an inoperable  tumor which was going to kill her within the year.  She was the poster child for courage in the face of suffering and death, and House was having none of it.  At one point he says to the angelic Dr. Wilson something along the lines of “Why is it that all these children are courageous?  If they are all courageous, then none are courageous.”  Courage, if it is real, has to be something that transcends the cliche about the plucky, terminally ill child celebrated by Oprah or Katie Couric.

He hypothesizes that the child really has no emotional grasp of the reality that she will die and that she will suffer terribly before she does. Or even if she does understand, that he illness has affected her brain in such a way that she does not have the normal fear response. So he takes it upon himself to make sure that she does understand, and that she doesn’t have to go through with it, and that it could end right now by refusing to go through a hellish procedure required to buy her a little time. Without going into the details, she proves him wrong, and in the end he reluctantly acknowledges that there is something going on with her he can’t quite fathom.  He has brushed up against the true goodness that lies behind the cliche, and he is moved by it. 

So the point is that it’s possible not to be full of shit, because this kid wasn’t.  Sometimes what appears conventionally nice is in fact truly good.

In the Christian mystical tradition going back to Pseudo-Dionysus and Bonaventure, the path toward God comprises three stages: Purification, Illumination, Union.  House represents the first stage—having the ruthless honesty to recognize that we’re mostly full of shit and that we need to be purged.  House is a purgatorial figure in this sense—a monk wrestling in his cell with the devil. He is more progressed than the other docs around him (with the exception maybe of Wilson, who is both genuinely honest and good) because he sees more clearly than those around him.  Illumination is the gradual process by which the substance of truth and goodness fills the space that was formerly occupied by all the shit.  And union is what becomes possible when all the shit is purged and the shattered image cleaned and restored.  Then we will have become fully realized that which we were created to become, and then we shall see face to face. Most people are like me, mostly full of shit with occasional moments of illumination.

Martin Luther, who knew a thing or two about shit, insisted that we humans were simul iustus et peccator, at the same time saved and sinner.  I think he got it half right. He was describing accurately our existential condition insofar as we have awakened to the fact of grace, and how it breaks into the shit-filled world that is our souls.  And that therefore our condition as humans is both to be half full of shit and half full of grace, so to say. 

But I don’t think there’s always an even balance between the two.  In each of us there’s more of one or the other.  I think there is a tipping point and the balance can shift, and that shift is effected at least in part by our effort.  So sure, sola fide and sola gratia—it all starts there, but you got to do something with it.  You’ve got to be fruitful. 

Lutheran-style Protestantism easily leads to the kind of "I'm not ok; you're not ok--but it's ok" complacency that is so typical of mainsteam Christianity. And I think sola fide Protestantism  puts too much emphasis on the idea that there has to be this conversion moment, this eureka, I’ve found Jesus moment.  I think mostly it doesn’t work that way, and it doesn’t have to.

But even if it does, even if you have an experience that knocks you off your horse, what difference does it make if you don’t do anything with it? If it just results in your joining up with a bunch of Jesus freaks and spend the rest of your days congratulating one another on your great good luck, and nothing comes of it--you still remain mostly full of shit with no prospects for improvement.  It seems to me that there's an awful lot of what passes for evangelism  is little more than recruitment into the Christian Complacency Club--my definition of hell. I’d rather hang with House.

Comments

[Charity Hogge]

Hi Jack,
I've been reading your site for the past year or so, and I feel a kinship with a fellow Catholic who fights the persistant stereotype of christians being starry-eyed conservative, doctrine-swallowing condemners. I often feel compelled to be as offbeat and Socratic as I can, then remind my friends that I am a Catholic: the truely universal church. My comment might be better directed at part III, but I would be interested in seeing some clarification in future posts on your description of this life as a desolate, nightmarish one. Certainly life on earth isn't ruled by the Dark Side; moments of truth and happiness abound. I guess, maybe I'm a little bothered by your idea of earth inhabited--and sometimes you write as though it were already belonging--to the other side. This battle has been going on so long that I wonder if it can ever be won ... kind of like the war on terror. (Of course that doesn't mean we should give up for a moment.)

I am always challenged and inspired by your posts; keep it up!

[Micah]

"'I'm not ok; you're not ok--but it's ok' complacency that is so typical of mainstream Christianity"... MAN, is that a good point. Really strikes a chord, too, because I'd say that's basically the air I breathed all growing up and feel that I have only recently started to wake up from it.

[Jack Whelan]

Charity: I know there's a danger that what I'm saying can be seen as too dark, and I do plan to add nuance as we go along with this. But I want to start with by dramatizing the difference between the Christian view and the Rouseauan naturalist view that sees everything as ok, it's just poor socialization that's at the root of the evil in the world. This view leads to Mao and his cultural revolution and to Skinner and his boxes and all manner of other horrors. I believe something profoundly significant happened about 2000 years ago, I believe metaphysical evil is real that we are deeply complicit with it, and that the Christ event had something to do with its subversion in creating the conditions for the possibility of its eventual tranformation. That transformation is the human project through the ages. Trying to understand what that means is really at the heart of my concern.

[DaveShack]

I like what Frederick Beuchner wrote in the preface of his book "Alphabet of Grace":

I am a part-time novelist who happens also to be a part-time Christian because part of the time seems to be the most I can manage to live out my faith: Christian part of the time when certain things seem real and important to me and the rest of the time not Christian in any sense that I can believe matters much to Christ or anybody else. Any Christian who is not a hero, Léon Bloy wrote, is a pig, which is a harder way of saying the same thing. From time to time I find a kind of heroism momentarily possible—a seeing, doing, telling of Christly truth—but most of the time I am indistinguishable from the rest of the herd that jostles and snuffles at the great trough of life. Part-time novelist, Christian, pig.