[Ed. note: I'm reposting this 2005 piece as a follow up to "The Communion of Saints" post I put up over the weekend.[
My goal in what I’ve written in the "Sinning Originally" pieces is
not to argue for a position; it’s rather to describe the world as it
appears from within the framework I have developed over the
years. It contrasts dramatically with the framework of pagan
naturalism, which has been the basic script governing the modern
narrative. It’s closer to, but also pretty different from, the
framework within which most conventional Christians operate.
I have said elsewhere that I’m a Catholic because I believe the whole
thing--the fundamental doctrinal, sacramental, and liturgical package
makes beautiful, profound sense to me. (The ecclesial power structure is
pretty corrupting, but that’s to be expected because all power
structures are corrupting.) And it’s important to say that it’s just not
some rigid, doctrinally pure Catholicism that makes sense to me—much in
Hinduism also makes sense to me, and I have also learned much from
shamanic religions and from Kaballah, the Christian Hermetic tradition,
and from the Orthodox Sophianic tradition. And it all connects, and
provides for me a framework that is always in the background of
everything I write here. For me the word catholic is just right--all
embracing, broad, synthetic, more interested in connections than
distinctions, but at the same time true to it's own Christocentric
logic.
Ideas matter; they either imprison or liberate. One’s ethics follow
from one’s metaphysics. One’s behavior in the world follows from one's
beliefs, whether consciously chosen or unconsciously assimilated, about the fundamental principles that govern the way the world
works.
But any belief system is just a complex delusional mental
superstructure if it doesn’t make a practical difference in the way we
live, and ultimately the difference test is 'by their fruits you will
know them.' Most people’s behavior in the world is determined by
unconscious instinctual impulses. They may have a very noble ideational
superstructure that makes them feel good, but their behavior in the
world is just as unconscious and instinctual as the next guy's. For most
people what they think is spiritual is just socialization to be
well-behaved. Their lives are still mostly instinct driven, and their
religious ideas are sterile. They effect no transformations in the soul.
For me the fruits test has more to do with how ideas affect the
disposition of the soul to be open, supple, and fertile. Christianity is
not about being well behaved. It’s about being subversively productive,
bearing fruit. This is a theme that comes up repeatedly in the
gospels. The bottom line is not whether you minded your Ps and Qs, but
whether you made a difference, whether you brought something new into
the world, no matter how humble or innocuous. In other words, has one
been an infusion point in the world for the liberating grace that seeks
always to penetrate the regime of delusion and to subvert it.
The only measure for the success or failure of a human life that
matters is the degree to which one was an effective infusion point.
It matters hardly at all what one’s conscious beliefs are if he has
lived a fundamentally sterile or fruitful life. It doesn’t matter
whether someone is Muslim, Christian, or atheist. What matters most is
the disposition of the soul toward the ubiquitous, superabundant
presence of grace, whether recognized as such or not. Are you open or
are you closed? If you’re open and you act, you’re an infusion point,
and the world is changed. And ideas matter to the degree that they open one up or close one off to the possibility of this 'more' breaking in from outside the system. If you believe you live in a closed system, then you think and behave like a prisoner.
The great saints in all cultures are those through whom this grace, this 'more' from outside the system,
pours into the world in torrents. But for the rest of us it’s enough
that we be cracks in the wall through which it trickles. I’m not
talking about anything humanly spectacular here. The simplest acts of
kindness, of loyalty, of speaking the truth, can be infusion points of
grace into the world, and they may bear fruit in ways that we never
know. It’s only important that we are open and that we act. “Think not
of the harvest, says St. James in his epistle, “but only of proper
sowing.”
While the obsession with doctrinal purity is to me
absurd and often a sign of mental illness, nevertheless, the mental
framework within which one lives, depending on its suppleness or
rigidity, affects the disposition of the soul. What you believe and
think makes a difference. What you believe can open up possibilities,
and it can close them off. It can lead to cynicism or naïve idealism, to
slavishness or proud resistance. The soul suffers significant
consequences if the mind is seduced by cultish ideologies of the left or
right. It is precisely from these mind prisons that so many people
need to be liberated, and religious fanatics are among those in direst
need.
The Pharisees in the gospel stories are the paradigm for this kind of
enslavement to religious ideology. The obsession with correct behavior
and correct belief becomes a wall that closes one off from grace. I’ve
called it elsewhere whited-sepulcher syndrome. By their stench you will
know them.
Which leads me back to what I want say about Original Sin. I think
it makes a difference if you live within a mental framework in which
this concept plays a role. I want to explain how it has come to make a
difference to me. But this is long enough for today. More another
day. For Part IV, click here.